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Freddy Jason Collection by Elden-rucidor
Freddy Jason Collection
A new addition to my photos of my movie collection! =D 
And this time its the two most famous horror icons, Freddy Krueger and Jason Voorhees.
Of course probably the most notable stuff here are the two photos at the top, which are photos of me together with non other than Kane Hodder, Robert Englund and Heather Lagenkamp.
Also worth to notice is the Jason hockey mask, which has been signed to me by Kane Hodder, and the Elm Street booklet down in the right corner, which has been signed by Robert Englund, and Heather Lagenkamp. =)

Among the rest of the stuff is, the Freddy Krueger figure done by McFarlane Toys, and the Bishoujo Jason statue by Kotobukiya.
And of course, the movies themselves haha.

Sad truth is that the box for the Friday the 13th Ultimate Colletion set which included the mask, broke while I packed it up for this photo =(. One of the plastic folds for the opening snapped right off, because the plastic is so stiff and thin that it easily rips.
So it's pretty obvious that this is indeed a collectors pack because it truly was NEVER meant to be opened. Oh well, good thing I'm never gonna sell it or anything.
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Hans Tolvaly
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Sweden
Current Residence: Small apartment
Favourite genre of music: Power Metal / Heay Metal
MP3 player of choice: Computer and my mp3player :P
Shell of choice: Turtle Shell =D
Favourite cartoon character: Optimus Prime and Spawn = My heroes
Interests
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Watching: The Walking Dead
  • Playing: Hyrule Warriors - Tales of Xillia 2
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Milk
Yeah, just as the topic says, I would just like to give out a certain apology and a explanation.
First of, I just wanna apologize for that stupid "Virginity test" that I here posted a few days ago. That thing was just really dumb. I knew it was, but I still went through with it.

The explanation for it, was that I was just feeling rather miserable that day. I've been a little depressed that last couple of days, and I still am a bit, but that day was exceptionally worse.
I've just had that gnawing feeling in my chest and head that my life is just falling apart slowly. I have no job, and finding a new one is so damn hard, especially when you have no special expertise. So I have to live on "Unemployment funds" which barely gives me enough money to pay for bills and food. I pretty much have no money left for any kind of entertainment, and so I've been slightly reduced to begging for extra money from relatives from time to time, and I hate doing that.
And it's been like this for 8 months now and still going. it just feels awful.
Sure I know there are people who has it a lot worse than I do, but that doesn't make me feel any less bad about it.
And yeah, on top of it all, I have no one to care for me, and to care for back. I just feel so alone, and I just want this all to stop being like this.
Sure I have a lot of friends, and don't get me wrong, I love my friends, all of them. I love them more than pretty much anything else in the world. But I just want that special someone in my life. And as of right now, I just don't feel like that will ever happen, because I am just way too shy.
The thing is I just have a real problem when it comes to showing my true emotions, both love, anger and sadness. At least when it comes to showing it to other people. Tell a girl I love her, I freeze. Show a person I'm angry, I hold it back, or just gives a mere glimpse of it. Feel like I wanna cry, it just doesn't happen.


So now why did I post that dumb test?
I guess I was just looking for comfort, but I did so in the most stupid of ways, and I see that now. All I kinda wanted was to have someone telling me that things are gonna get better. Hold me, and tell me it's gonna be alright.
I rarely do anything like this, because honestly I don't like the idea of seeming like I'm begging for attention, but I just had to get this out now.
I don't know how many are really gonna read this, but I know I just feel a little bit better to have actually written it now. To at least share some of my emotions.

I've you've read this all the way through, thank you.
Now take care, and have a good day.

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SimonLMoore Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Really great work, I look forward to seeing more! *Watch*
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Elden-rucidor Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a ton. Happy that you enjoy my work, and thanks for watching :D
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singory Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
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RatGnaw Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! I really appreciate it!
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MichaelOdomArt Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014
Thanks for the :+fav:! Stop by and check out my comic sometime at Holiday-Wars.com www.deviantart.com/users/outgo…
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JustM3M0nt Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday, Bro!
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Elden-rucidor Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot, man :D
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JustM3M0nt Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No prob, bro.
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herofan135 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday! :party:
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Elden-rucidor Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much :D
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